First of all, a heartfelt thanks to everyone who has congratulated me and Chaz on our engagement. I'm so amazed at how many people responded and I'm actually really glad you all did because now I have everyone who visits my site in a nice, convenient list. Hit list? Ooh, you decide.
I may sound lighthearted right now...but I'm actually trying not to become overwhelmed with sadness. Today the CEO of my company (which is in web development) brought quite a few of us into the conference room and basically told us that our parent company had just sent him a directive to let go pretty much 85% of his employees. Unfortunately, this included my department (custom design), which is made up of only four people, but still. My manager, two coworkers and I...yeah. I honestly don't know all of the details and I don't really care to.
I am in shock and incredibly sad. This was my first real job and actually the closest thing to my dream job. I was ecstatic to get it back in December and it had everything I had really dreamed of: web-related work, laid back environment, easy going coworkers and a cubicle. Yes, I'm a rare person who loves having one of those.
Overall, I think I'm more sad about leaving my coworkers than anything else. Sure, I'll find a new job...but it probably won't have Kyle, Kerry or Joe there. We won't throw office supplies at each other from across the room or go on our traditional Friday lunch thing. I'll even miss their brotherly teasing...they are all like brothers to me, even Kyle (my manager). Even if we end up hanging out in the future, it won't be like it is now.
In the long run, I'll be ok. There are worse things that could happen and my life isn't over or anything. I'm really thankful for what I have: Chaz, family, friends (you guys!), food, clothes and so much more. Just another life lesson to add to my memories. I'll never forget my first real job and the amazing times I had there.
You all are so sweet. Thank you so much for the support, it means a lot to me. I’m really lucky to have you guys.
Ironic isn’t it?
But it’s ok, change is good, change is good! Thank you for the link, Meggan, that’s a good site! Hopefully I can find something I like in Kentucky. I’ll stay away from Craigslist.
You know you’re my inspiration in this, Angela.
I can’t imagine anyone better to look up to than you.
Yes, perfect example, Noellium! That’s exactly how it is.
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